Monday, August 30, 2010

Tinker Hell

This weekend I worked an event at which we screened a new film that stars a little pixie that I have a love/hate relationship with.  Her latest flick will be available on DVD at the end of September, and I have to say, the movie isn't that bad.  It was actually pretty cute.

Anyway, the event was a really creative one, so I enjoyed it a lot.  We played the film on a giant screen in the middle of a baseball field and before that we had "Fairy Camp" activities where kids could make crafts, get their faces painted, and sample bite sized snacks.  Also on site were EIGHTEEN different food trucks that people could visit.

It was nice to work an event like that again-- it seems like it's been a while since we've had something that fun and creative to work on.

Here's why this post is titled "Tinker Hell."  There was a VIP area with reserved seating.  The idea was to lay out blankets for each party and designate their seat assignment with a letter/number combination.  The problem was that it was a windy day on Saturday, and as we set out the rows of blankets, the wind would blow them across the field.  SO we literally had to pin down the corners of EACH picnic blanket with T-pins to keep them from flying away.  Not that big of a deal-- I mean, it was a little hot for the two hours that I spent squatting, bending and crawling around-- but you do what you gotta do, you know?  Let's just say that the "hell" part began when I woke up yesterday and could barely move my legs because I basically did 20,000 squats for 2 hours straight the day before.  Yowza!  My thighs are still killing me!

This is Stella, a friend's daughter who joined us for the event.  (She's SO cute)
Notice the neat rows of blankets stretched out behind her as far as the eye can see... ahem!

Hope you had a great weekend!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Early birds

This morning I had planned to meet my sweet friends Kelly and Dianna for breakfast before work. 
I have only a handful of friends willing to wake up in the wee hours of the morning, but Kelly and Dianna are champs and we agreed to eat at Franks at the cool crisp time of 6:15am.

Imagine my surprise when I arrived at Franks to find that it was still closed for another 45 minutes!
Nope!

Franks is our regular haunt, but I guess I normally meet various breakfast-friends after 7am... 
Kelly and Dianna are just an extra-adventurous brand of breakfast-pals (yay!)

I started thinking of alternate locations, but I couldn't focus because I got distracted by the gorgeous sky sprawled out over a freakin' parking lot:
Seriously, check out those mountains on the horizon: gorgeeeoousss!

Finally, I remembered another breakfast joint nearby that could save our morning date:

Plan B

Not as romantic as Franks, but it did the trick!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

First one in the office

I love being the first one to arrive in the office. 

It's rarely me-- I'm usually second or third to arrive-- but today was one of those rare occasions when I got to unlock the deadbolt and open the blinds to let the sunshine in.

It's so nice and quiet.  Before the phones start ringing.

Plus, I'm a natural "putterer" and it's nice to have the privacy to putter around the office, turn on lights and make my breakfast in peace without someone saying "Why are you staring at the toaster?" 

To start a pot of coffee and watch it begin to brew.  To be standing right there at the exact moment when it is appropriate to steal a cup mid-brew.

Note: The clock on the coffee machine is wrong.
It was definitely earlier than 10:12 when I put the coffee on.

I'm sure we all have our own individual comforts when it comes to routines, and I think I've always appreciated a little alone time in the mornings.  Even before I developed a taste for coffee or before I had sweet kisses from my husband to accompany my alarm clock chimes, I always appreciated the still freshness of the world waking up. (Although, those other things have definitely made mornings even more pleasant!)

This day definitely started off on the right foot.  So nice.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Wines are better than whines. (Heh.)

I went wine tasting with girlfriends this weekend and was blessed by a relaxing stay-cation with ladies that I so enjoy being around.
This will be a brief post, but it's been a busy day and after work I'm off to a Co-op meeting. Just wanted to share some quick pics from my weekend:

First winery

Second winery

Dinner
(After we scarfed down our food.  Clearly...)

I hope your weekend was a wonderful one!

Friday, August 20, 2010

Dude, we're going to the Dels!

It's Friday, it's Friday, it's Friday! 

Tonight I get to be my hubby's date at the Del Close Awards at iO West.  Rigor Tortoise is nominated, and I really hope that they win, but I know it'll be a fun night no matter what.  PLUS, I really dig it when Greg and I get to dress up for a night out. 

Greggers bought a new outfit earlier this week and he tried it on for me last night and oh boy does my boy look dapper when he puts a tie on!

Then tomorrow I have a deacons meeting (first one back after a summer break) for church followed by a bridal shower for sweet little Kat.

Hope all of you have a wonderful weekend as well.  I'm leaving you with the latest Rigor Tortoise video, in honor of the Dels tonight, but also because this is one of my new favorite videos that these guys have ever released.  (It's so cute, I love the girl's face that they got to guest star-- her reaction is so precious-- Well, just watch it!)

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Smile and a song

I'm stealing this from Karisse because it made me smile and I think I've watched it 3 times today:



Thanks for posting this, Karisse!  This is really fun.

PS-- My husband says 500 Days of Summer should be called Urban Outfitters, The Movie. 
Oh, he's a real funny one-- I landed me a real jokster, didn't I?  ;)

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Battle between church and strip club: Love wins!

I have to share this post from my friend Harmony's blog.  Harmony is the founder of the Treasures ministry that I support, and this story of strippers fighting back after an Ohio church protested them for FOUR YEARS absolutely broke my heart and THEN put it back together again:

From Harmony's blog:

After hearing breaking news about women from an Ohio strip club showing up to protest at a local church that had been picketing their club for years, our friends from JC’s Girls in San Diego decided to show up. And I mean literally. They got on a plane and went to the strip club in Ohio to love on the girls.


What happened next is truly incredible. On Day 1, they had the opportunity to visit the strip club dressing room, tell share their stories, and tell them how much God loves them. They were met with open ears and open hearts.

On Day 2, knowing that God can change things around through Love, they decided to reach out to the Pastor of the church that had been protesting. There too, they were met with open hearts and ultimately invited to speak to the entire church on Sunday. They invited the congregation to “CHANGE THE FACE OF CHRISTIANITY by standing with us and truly LOVING God’s Beautiful Girls just as Jesus would.”

The people of New Life Ministries Church rose to the call and committed to loving their community, beginning with the women who worked at the local strip club. They went to the women, loved them, hugged them and even sought forgiveness from them. The Pastor himself promised one woman “he would not fail her”.

Even the Pastor and Strip Club Owner have reconciled and scheduled a lunch date!

My heart is touched and inspired by this story. It is amazing to see what happens when we fulfill the mandate of Love that is placed on our lives. I believe that this community will never be the same.

Read the JC's Girls full story here.

Love, Harmony


Isn't that AMAZING?!  In an overwhelming war against sexual exploitation, porn addictions, sexual abuse, and -- dare I say it: churches missing the mark -- I'd say that a battle was won in Ohio this weekend.  God is good and the name of Jesus triumphs.   Amen!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Excitement at 10:38pm

I just sent my husband out the door to "rescue" a couple of friends of ours who were camping about 400 miles north of here only to pack up their car at the end of their trip and find themselves stranded when the darn thing wouldn't start up again.

(Is it horrible to say that this is the best part of my day?)

Though it was decided that I should stay behind because they would need all the room in the car for their camping packs/equipment, a huge part of me wishes that I were in the passenger seat next to Greg for this adventure. 

And as I helped to empty our trunk (for space) before Greg set out, I was thankful.  Not thankful that my friends are stranded in the middle of nowhere because AAA would only tow them 100 miles from their destination, but thankful for the peace that I have deep, deep in my soul.   

Thankful that at the end of a boring day at the office full of drudgery and people talking over me-- there are relationships that my husband and I have nurtured to the point that someone could feel comfortable enough to call us up and ask us for help.  Thankful that I'm married to the type of man that, when he answers the phone and is presented with such a request, his response is "Sure Buddy, I can come get you, no problem."  Thankful that even before this adventure begins, I know that everything is going to be okay.

Strangely enough, one of the scenes that always evokes anxiety in me is the old "stranded in the middle of nowhere by a broken down car" scene.  You know it.  The 2-lane highway stretches as far as the eye can see in both directions, but it's hot, it's the middle of the desert, there's not a town for miles, and there hasn't been another car on the road for hours.  The only option is to start walking.

Funny that tonight, I'm sending my husband out alone into the dark scary desert with a couple "American Life" podcasts on his iPhone and I feel just fine about it.  (In case I wasn't clear: We're talking sending the man that I love more than anyone else on this entire planet directly into one of my worst nightmares...not to mention my camper friends who are already there!)  But yes: PEACE!

A couple of months ago, Greg's car broke down and died its final death on the way into Hollywood, and this particular friend (who happened to have AAA) generously met Greg at his car and waited with him while the AAA tow truck came to cart Greg's poor old Honda to its final resting place.  How perfect that tonight Greg can return that favor. 

Is it strange that I see God in a favor-come-full-circle?  I won't be so bold as to suggest that God orchestrated cars dying and such to teach me a lesson-- but I can't help feeling that in all of this excitement, God just may be showing me the tiniest glimpse of how he takes care of us. 

He is my hope.  That desert road may stretch on forever, but I will never be alone to walk to a hopeless end.

Running: Take Two

Ugh.

Today I woke up early to try running again.  (But don't be too impressed about that.) 

Remember on August 4th when I wrote about the Running Mate podcast that I downloaded and I was so excited and motivated and inspired to get out there and start jogging?  Well... I fell off the wagon pretty quick.  It is just SO HARD for me to crawl out of bed in the morning! 

I know that is the lamest excuse ever.  But when I'm all cozy under my covers it is all I can do to drag myself out of bed to stand under a warm comforting shower.  Forget about getting dressed and forcing my stiff body to start pounding the pavement to get my heart rate up... 

(AND, I might add, it's especially difficult when my cuddly husband is lying there next to me with his hair all tousled and his skin all soft and warm and when my alarm goes off his eyes peek open and when he sees me he sleepily smiles at me and kisses my face and pulls me closer for one more snooze cycle of delicious lovely sleeeeeep!  Yeah, suckas, I am not leaving that to trot around the block a couple of times...)

Cuddly husband

I wish I were different!  I wish I were one of those people who looked forward to their runs.  I'm desperately hoping that if I can force myself to "train" long enough, I might eventually become one of those people who enjoy running.  I've heard some people say that jogging relaxes them (!?!) and helps them to unwind.  Oh puh-leeeaaasse let me become one of those people!

Not to be negative, but I'm frustrated with myself because since I got married I've been in a nesting phase and that's added some padding to my figure that I'm not used to yet.  (Ugh.  I hate that I'm writing about this right now.)  To be clear, it's not that I'm completely unhappy with my body-- in some ways, I'm actually sort of enjoying having curves for the first time in my life.  It's that all my clothes feel uncomfortable now.  They still fit, but they're just a little tighter than they used to be and I don't want to buy a new wardrobe when I could make a little effort to work off some of the extra inches that are clinging to my thighs and waistline.  

So there's that. 

But also, Greg has been running regularly and I think that he has genuinely become one of those people that I was talking about that really enjoy their runs.  It's so inspiring to see him come in from one of his runs, and I want something like that for me too.  I was always an athletic kid growing up, but have been that laziest punk about exercising since I got an office job a few years ago.  Something about sitting at a desk all day has made me so lethargic.  Even when I have the time to go for a run after work, I would rather do anything but.  I'd rather watch Losing It With Jillian on Hulu and watch other people push themselves than break a sweat myself.

Soooo... yeah.  This post is one long rant about running, I guess.  Sorry about that. 

But does anyone else wrestle with regular exercise too?  Am I doomed to always feel this way?  How do you stay inspired to be active?  What are ways that you exercise that don't leave you bored out of your mind at the monotony of it all and ready to stop the moment your lungs start to sting a little? 

Monday, August 16, 2010

My grandparents are the awesomest

This just in--

Bob & Nadine are going to be visiting Greg and me in September!  I'm sure this decision was made in part because of my excellent powers of persuasion, but Nadine also said it's because they're eager to spend more quality time with Greg and me as a new couple.  (Awwww!)

So now I'm beyond excited for them to get here!  I can't wait to show them our apartment, our church, our happy hours, one of Greg's improv shows!

My lovely 'Dine-dine.

My handsome Bobby.

This is going to be like waiting for Christmas to arrive.  How am I ever going to be able to wait for them to get here?  (Squeeeeaaall!)

Stand tall, Atticus Finch

One of my favorite books of all time is To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, but I had never seen the movie until last night.  I think I avoided the movie because I thought that it wouldn't live up to the book-- most films don't-- and I'd already read the real deal, so why bother with the film.

But guess what: the film was good!  Real good!  And as I watched Gregory Peck breathe life into one of my favorite characters of all time, I couldn't help thinking of the real life Atticuses (Attici?) in my own life.


Namely, my own father.  As I've gotten older, I've come to realize that not everyone is blessed with the sort of Dad that I grew up with.  He doesn't wear suits or carry a pocket watch like Atticus does, but he is a man of integrity that is rare in this day and age.  He taught my brother and I so much through the example he set for us.  Also, he has found himself in leadership positions many times throughout the course of his career, and I can only imagine that he leads by example there as well.  My father is a molder of men.

Also, my husband is an Atticus.  I love to see the way Greg cares for his friends.  He is an encourager by nature and an excellent listener.  He even seeks people out to listen to them.  As someone who is only a few months older than me, the wisdom that comes out of his mouth often blows me away.  My husband owns a limited amount of footwear (a pair of converse, a pair of vans, his running sneakers, dress shoes and his flip flops), but he is somehow a pro at walking in other peoples' shoes and seeing the world from their perspective. 

I'm also rich to be a member of a community of people, men and women, with many "Finch-like" qualities.  As I write this, I'm trying to think of grand examples to list, but the truth is that Atticus was Atticus before he defended Tom Robinson in a courtroom full of ignorance-- and that's how I feel about the men and women at my church.  It's in the daily mundane that these folks still maintain their strength of character.  It's the humble service, the seeking of justice, the love of neighbors that I admire so much. 

Watching the movie last night, I savored the community presented in the film and realized that I crave more of it in real life.  While I cling to my own community, I miss the days of knowing all my neighbors and sitting on front porches with neighborhood kids.  In the film last night, there was a scene in which a gun shot rang out in the night when Boo Radley's father fired a shot to scare off a prowler and the entire street ran outside to see what had happened.  I mentioned to Greg that when gun shots go off these days, people run into their houses and peek through their curtains to find out what happened.

My favorite scene in the film is the scene in which Tom Robinson is brought to the local jail before his trial and Atticus goes to sit with him at night when he hears that there may be trouble from a group of locals.  The group shows up alright, and as an angry mob, Atticus was having a difficult time talking them out of their intentions-- but then little Scout shows up, and in her innocence, she calls out: "Oh hey, Mr. Cunningham-- I go to school with your boy, Walter.  Won't you tell him 'hey' for me?"  It's that recognition that causes Mr. Cunningham to turn around and send the gang home.

There are many hard moments throughout the book/film that are inevitable in real life as well.  There WILL be innocent men accused of doing wrong, there WILL be angry mobs of people dead set on enforcing what's popular rather than what's right, and there WILL be life lessons learned the hard way.  And in these moments, I am thankful to know that there are a handful of Atticus Finches still sprinkled throughout this world-- and I strive to be one myself.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Back to my roots

This afternoon I get to visit the Paramount Studios lot to walk through the set of one of the shows that my agency will be publicizing the DVD of.

I haven't stepped foot onto the Paramount lot in years, but for the first year and a half of my Los Angeles life I called that place home.  I was a Page (like Kenneth on 30 Rock), and some of my duties included giving VIP tours of the lot, audience wrangling during tv show tapings, staffing special events and not looking Dr. Phil directly in the eye while he wandered the halls of Stages 29 & 30.

That was me!  (Kind of...)

I'm really looking forward to wandering the old streets on which I used to tow a 6-person golf cart with no power steering.  I learned all my first Old Hollywood stories on this lot, both via gossip as well as the giant Page manual we had to memorize for the lot tours.

And I had my own Hollywood experiences here when I was still bright-eyed and bushy-tailed about the entertainment industry and dreaming of performing in one of the sound stages myself one day. 

My Paramount years were the years that I met my first LA friends.  I met me future roommate in the Page program.  I found my current career path.  I even found my current church through fellow Pages who invited me to worship with them on the Sunday mornings that I wasn't stuck staffing Soul Train.  Being a Page was a very collegiate experience, and served me well as a buffer that eased me into the entertainment industry.  It introduced me to very grounded people and gave me perspective outside of all the glamour that Hollywood seems to radiate.  I'm looking forward to the sweet return!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Stress

Work has been hectic lately.  As a result, my patience has been short, and I've had the temper of a fire ant.

I have so much to do at work lately that I'm having a difficult time unwinding between office hours.

This video demonstrates how I have been feeling lately. (I'm the 3rd kitten.)


Anyone else ever feel this way? Any suggestions?

Monday, August 9, 2010

Shark Week

I'm doing publicity for a nature documentary about oceans.  In preparation for a meeting that I had today, I decided to google "Shark Week" to see if I was inspired by any press that the Discovery Channel raked in.

Is this not one of the creepiest ideas you could think of to get some press?

Pretty bold move to send a journalist their own obituary, wouldn't you say?

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Lazy Saturday

Lazy as in, it's 11:42am and I'm still lounging on the couch in my pajamas.  I finally mustered up the energy to brew some coffee for myself and upon realizing that we don't have any creamer or milk, I made do with a dollop of whipped cream from a can that I found on the door of the fridge.  The adventure part of this equation is that I don't remember what I bought that whipped cream for, and therefore have no idea how long that can has been hanging out.

...Just took a sip of my frankenstein cup of joe.  It'll do.


Aaaaaaannnd: Sceeeene!

Friday, August 6, 2010

Hollywood Bowl

When I was in high school in Oklahoma, I found acceptance in the drama club.  Not exactly a rebellious teen, I passed up the opportunities to experiment with drugs/sex/alcohol and instead opted to geek out over musicals with my newfound friends (shocking, I know). 

Teenage pregnancy and pot weren't even on my radar!  The moment I turned sixteen I was too busy cruising the flat back roads of OKC belting out everything from Grease to the Scarlet Pimpernel with my friend Ashley.  We would visit Barnes & Nobel, Walmart, and the snow cone shack in the parking lot of Hobby Lobby just to have an excuse to drive somewhere.

Tonight I'm meeting up with some of my Actors Co-op friends to go to the Hollywood Bowl where the La Philharmonic is presenting Rent. 

Ten years later, still geeking out, but it's the LA Philharmonic-- which means, you know, classy geeking out.  (Wine and cheese will be involved after all!)




From the website:
With a 12-year run on Broadway, a Tony Award for Best Musical, and a Pulitzer Prize, Rent is one of the most groundbreaking and popular shows of all time. This year our annual fully staged musical brings to life "La Vie Bohème," "Seasons of Love" and all the songs that made Rent such a hit.

Artists:
Neil Patrick Harris, director
Tim Weil, musical director
Jamal Sims, choreographer
Skylar Astin (Mark)
Wayne Brady (Collins)
Vanessa Hudgens (Mimi)
Telly Leung (Angel)
Collins Pennie (Benny)
Nicole Scherzinger (Maureen)
Tracie Thoms (Joanne)
Aaron Tveit (Roger)
Gwen Stewart

A little peek for my non-Cali friends who may also harbor a guilty pleasure stuff like this:

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Bare walls

Greg and I have lived in our apartment for 11 months today and we have nothing on our walls.  (Okay, we have one or two things, but nothing major, and there are still uncomfortably large bare spots on the glaring white walls.)

But I'm proud to say that I am now the new owner of a Jennifer Glasgow original!  Jennifer is an AMAZING artist who goes to my church and she's moving so she's selling a handful of her pieces at very discounted prices.  Here's the piece I bought:

Trinity Boards

Close up of the detail...

I get to pick it up on Sunday, I can't wait to see how it looks in our place!
If any of you readers are looking for some very impressive fine art, please peruse Jennifer's selection here.

Adventure date

He took me to a drive-in movie!

View as the sun sets before the film.

Wasn't that a good surprise?

I had a pretty rotten day at work yesterday.  I love the coworkers in my office, but I get so frustrated with some of my clients sometimes.  It meant so much to me that Greg made such an effort to surprise me with a mid-week adventure.  Also, Greg showed up with jelly bellies (my fave) and gummy cola candies (mmmm!) -- he knows me so well!

We were both in the mood for a comedy, so we saw Dinner for Schmucks, which was a pretty "meh" film, but it was perfect for what it was.  We just needed to unwind and watch something silly, so I'd say it delivered.

Yay for doing something spontaneous! 
Any of you have any great memories from adventures you've had on the fly?  I wanna hear!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

This just in--

Only moments ago, I received this text from my handsome husband:

"Would you be up for a date/adventure tonight?"



Squueeeaaalll!!!

Proud of me?

Guess what?  After downloading the Running Mate podcast onto my iPhone about 2 months ago, I finally began running last night.  Me!  (I am so NOT a runner...)

Greg is the one who found the podcast in the first place --  it's designed to teach you how to be able to run a 5K in a matter of a few weeks.  I've been watching him run the past month or so, and he's really pushed himself.  I'm so proud of him for sticking with it and I can tell that he feels really good about his runs as well.

So yesterday morning Greg mentioned that he needed to go for a run tonight.  He's on his 5th or 6th week of the program and he's worked himself up to running for 20 minutes straight.  I sat in front of the mirror putting my make up on, feeling inspired by my husbands efforts, and I enthusiastically said: "Maybe I'll go running with you tonight once I get off work!"

That was the statement sealed my running fate.

At 6:15pm yesterday I wearily escaped my office and the dreaded press release that I've been working on which is now in its 8th draft.  (Ugh.  Shoot me.)  Greg was waiting out front to pick me up and the second I plopped into the passenger seat he chirped: "Ready to go running?" 

He had waited for me, so of course I needed to suck it up.  I ignored the urge to sprawl out on the couch and veg for a few minutes before starting dinner and I forced myself to change into a sports bra and sneakers.

We walked briskly together for 5 minutes and then the trainer in my ear buds prompted me to jog for 2 minutes, and I was off!  I had to jog for 2 minutes, then walk briskly for 3 minutes of recovery before jogging for an additional 2 minutes (this cycle repeated 4 times) and finally wrapped up my 30 minute program with a final 5 minute walk to cool down. 

I did it!  It wasn't too hard either, I have to say that I sort of enjoyed it.  I think in the past when I attempted running, I just ran until I couldn't run anymore and got discouraged at how quickly I exhausted myself.  This plan is helping me to build up my endurance.  And I didn't have to drag myself home with a stitch in my side at the end of my efforts.

Obviously, Greg and I went our separate ways as we navigated the web of neighborhood streets with our two different program requirements.  I lost him after about 5 minutes when he zoomed by me during my first 3 minutes of recovery.

As I was in my home stretch, I saw Greg rounding the corner in front of me.  Face beet red and beads of sweat raining in his wake, I raised my hand for a high five as he passed.  A neighborhood child on a plastic tractor speechlessly pointed at him as he passed.  I looked at the toddler and wordlessly confirmed with a nod of my head: "Yeah kid, I know, my man is a freakin' wonder."

Then we walked home together for Greg's 5 minute cool down.  And I am now officially training for a 5K.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Eat Pray Love

I had to go see a screening of Eat Pray Love on the Sony lot this afternoon because my coworker is handling publicity for the DVD release and she wanted me to help her brainstorm ideas.

I never read the book.  I received it as a gift a few years ago, but I couldn't get into it (I think someone gave it to me because it had the word "pray" in the title and they assumed I'd like it). 


Julia Roberts was very cute in the film and overall I thought the movie was pretty enjoyable.  Though I have to say that I wanted her character (Liz) to find more somehow.  Her decision to spend a year abroad eating in Italy, meditating in India and finding love in Bali was as random to me as if she had decided to spend her year drinking beer in Mexico, building houses in China, and surfing in Brazil. 

I wanted to sit her down and have a big fat heart to heart talk with Elizabeth Gilbert and tell her that there is no recipe for peace or success or happiness or love, etc... but that she is loved.

I bet that if this book had been titled anything other than "Eat Pray Love," it would not have been as popular as it was.  If it had been called "The Year I Found Myself" or "Rediscovery" or whatever, people would have blown this author off as just another woman documenting her post-divorce experience. 

But the truth is that people -- especially Americans -- really like lists.  We crave control, and we like 'How To' steps that we can check off our lists.  (Need an example?  Imagine any magazine cover: "7 Ways to Save Money Today," "Top 3 Tricks to Wow Him in Bed," "5 Easy Recipes for Busy Moms," etc...)


Liz Gilbert, I'm glad you got to travel after the rough year you had, I imagine that you really needed a vacation.  But I hope that you still discover a Love that is bigger than even this amazing year you experienced.  Keep searching, sister!

Monday, August 2, 2010

This feels like a good night for manual labor

I'm headed over to the Actor's Co-op tonight to help strike some stuff from the two theaters before the start of our next season.  Monday night meetings resume next week, and while I've enjoyed the month off, I'm ready to see everyone again!

I had an important phone call this afternoon that had something to do with my future and those exciting possibilities I mentioned in my previous post-- sorry to be vague, but this is the internet after all . 

Post important phone call: I am disappointed, yet relieved.  (If that makes any sense at all.)  Disappointed in that I had hoped this phone call would result in a new opportunity for me.  However, I'm relieved in that I wasn't sure I wanted that opportunity in the first place, and the phone call sort of confirmed that.

I'm struggling today because I have a hard time waiting when I know that it's time for a change.  I am a worker, a doer, and sitting still doesn't... well, it doesn't sit well with me!  I want to run after a goal, I want to put all my passion into something and dive in head first, I want to accomplish something that I've invested in...

I'm flat out wrestling with the question we ask preschoolers the moment they're able to string a sentence together: "What do I want to be when I grow up?"



It will feel good to rip apart some scenery tonight.